January 2010
7 posts
“I don’t want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can’t...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
December 2009
67 posts
dirty.
IBultimatt: kinda like a painting that you can stare at all your life & know that you won't be able to touch it unless it was the end of the world.
IBultimatt: you know?
iRECIO DAN: um
iRECIO DAN: lol
iRECIO DAN: no
iRECIO DAN: i didn't get that
IBultimatt: like if it was the end of the world or some shit like that i would grab his face & kiss it.
IBultimatt: kinda like that
iRECIO DAN: oh
iRECIO DAN: or
iRECIO DAN: when he's drunk
iRECIO DAN: and passed out
iRECIO DAN: >:]
IBultimatt: you're so dirty :D
IBultimatt: i like it >:))))
“I never once thought that it would mean Sam might start liking me. All I cared...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
“It’s kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Fuck maaan.
I’m way too sad right now.
I’m like..
Really
Really
Really
Sad.
And I haven’t been sad in a while
And it hurts
:(
#63
I’m a bit sad right now.
Brandon & I had some deep, meaningful conversation on the side aisle floors of Barnes & Nobles. So I’m just reflecting on what he said and how I feel about it.
Despite how morbid today turned out to be, I don’t regret it. Hanging out with friends are opportunities I try my best not to pass up on. Haha, I find it interesting how I’ve...
#62
So, today I had dinner at Guppies with Brandon, Stephanie, and this guy Brandon’s talking too along with his friends.
Um.. Tonight was a
FAIL.
Haha, they were really boring. And socially awkward. I rate Brandon’s guy a 2 after tonight. It was a lot more fun when they left and it was just me, Brandon, and Stephanie.
Tomorrow’s plans?
Souplantation with Brandon &...
#61
My sleeping pattern is way fucked.
So, I finally got out of bed today at 4 PM. I know, that’s super unhealthy. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Anyway, I was supposed to watch The Princess & the Frog with my brother & his girlfriend but that was cancelled. Whatever.
I’m looking forward to tomorrow a bit. Brandon invited me to Guppies so we can meet some people....
“Gravity, release me
And don’t ever hold me down
Now my feet won’t...”
– Coldplay
Cause our lives are like The Hills or a Filipino...
iRECIO DAN: are you anxious about tmrw?
ApeAppleApril: Yeah. But you read my post.
iRECIO DAN: yeaaah i did
iRECIO DAN: cos i'm a friend like that :]
iRECIO DAN: maaaan, that takes guts
iRECIO DAN: it's like the hills
iRECIO DAN: when the girls confront each other at some place
iRECIO DAN: like a cafe or something
ApeAppleApril: ROFL.
ApeAppleApril: Let's just say, my life should be the Asian/ Rowland Heights version of the hills.
iRECIO DAN: LOLOL
iRECIO DAN: and i should be one of your friends
iRECIO DAN: where i enter the scene
iRECIO DAN: and it's like
iRECIO DAN: Dan "april's friend"
iRECIO DAN: hehehehe :]
ApeAppleApril: BAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH!
ApeAppleApril: Dude, but I think our lives can pass as Filipino drama status
iRECIO DAN: lol
iRECIO DAN: idk. my life is pretty boring
iRECIO DAN: hahaha
iRECIO DAN: or
iRECIO DAN: actually
iRECIO DAN: no it's not
iRECIO DAN: MY LIFE IS INTERESTING
iRECIO DAN: :]
ApeAppleApril: :]
ApeAppleApril: Let's just be thankful, our lives arent that boring
#60
This morning, I woke up around 2:30 in the morning, to the shouts of my parents. Why my mom was so upset with my dad? The reason appalled me. I think my family is fucked at the moment. I may not show it to them, but I am really sad.
I finally got out of bed 12 hours later (2:30pm). More shouts and tears. I really needed to get out of the house and I really needed a friend. I met up with Brandon...
#59
Saturday was the highlight of my week.
So here’s how it was supposed to go down:
April-Mae & Justin invite me to go to Six Flags with them and their family/friends. I wake up and while walking to their house, Justin calls me saying we can’t go because his and my ride flaked out on us. But April & her friends still went.
So I chilled at Justin’s house trying to figure...
#58
RECAP.
Monday- I forgot. Tuesday- Brandon comes over. Chilled in my room. Grabbed some tea at this cute little shop. Walked around a bit. Talked & caught up. I think me and Brandon have gotten pretty cool with each other this winter break. He’s an awesome friend and I’m glad he keeps me company during the hours everyone else is asleep :)
Wednesday- April, Angeline, Angela, James...
“There can’t be too much fruit in the kitchen. After a while, you get...”
– Brandon Caudillo
LOLOL, this was his analogy for fruity gay guys.
#57
I was never really one to enjoy family holidays and events.
I just wanna get fuck-face drunk.
“It don’t take a whole day to recognize sunshine.”
– Common
“There’s something about that tunnel that leads to downtown. It’s glorious at...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Reading this always takes me breath away.
i stole this from sam dee :)
Eight New Year Resolutions:
8. pass Junior year with at least a 3.0 GPA 7. vegetarianism/pescetarianism 6. stay clean 5. ride in a hot air balloon for my birthday 4. meet some fresh faces 3. play piano more 2. learn guitar with james 1. find someone :) Seven Things I’m Thinking Of:
7. tomorrow 6. christmas 5. my birthday 4. what should i do? 3. should i try? 2. this song is an earfuck 1. coffee...
#56
Aw damn, what did I just get myself into? I always get myself in these stupid situations.
Well anyway, I’m looking forward to tomorrow. I really miss:
APRIL ANGELA JAMES ANGELINE
<3
#54
WHAT IS WITH THE WHOLE KOREAN OBSESSION?
#53
I don’t ask much from a friend. Honestly, the ONLY thing I would seriously want from a friend is for them to be straightforward, upfront, honest with me.
SERIOUSLY.
#52
I FUCKING HATE THE DAYTIME!
“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep...”
– PErks iof being a Walfloer
ohs hit i’m eos fucking fdrunk
“After that, I couldn’t believe that Sam actually got me a present because...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
#50
I occupy my days with plans and people and books
So I can distract myself
From how lonely I really feel.
I don't get it.......
aprilmaejimenez:
My friends really say that I’ll be surprised by how many guys like me…
I don’t get it…
If a guy likes me, won’t they like… aknowledge it? Or say I’m cute or something…?
Like seriously… If you like me… freaking say it… I don’t want hints. I want it straightforward, not IDK’s or MAYBE. I want ASSURANCE and INITIATIVE.
Really. I just want guys to give me butterflies.
...
#49
Oh damn…
I thought you could distract me, but I guess I was too forward in my judgement.
I give up.
#48
It’s been an interesting first week of winter break so far.
On Tuesday, I went to my friend’s house. He cooked me lunch. Haha, it was all gourmet style and everything. We watched this funny movie. I think it’s was called Zapped. Well, it was pretty hilarious.
Wednesday, I was supposed to go to Raphael’s birthday potluck. But my cousins and parents kept bitching at me to...
#47
I remember in my elementary & middle school days, I had those nights where I’d three-way call my friends and we’d talk all night and way into the morning.
I miss that.
castronaut: dude
castronaut: omg we need to stop
castronaut: LOL
DAN: LOL
DAN: WATCHING MICROWAVES?
castronaut: YES
castronaut: its bad!
DAN: HAHAHA
#46
I liked today.
I met April-Mae at the bus stop @ 1:00. Then we got off at Starbucks. We ordered our drinks and had chill-talk sesh for about an hour.
Apparently we’re double dating this Friday (Jimenez & Wagas, Recio & Caudillo). We’re watching THE LOVELY BONES. I’m so excited. I have to finish the book before I watch it though; 200 pages to go!
After, we stopped by...